The Evocative Anne Frank Huis – Amsterdam, Netherlands, Europe

The house on Prinsengracht

Visiting the Anne Frank House in Amsterdam

Once, this house on Prinsengracht 263 was the offices of Otto Frank; later the secret home of the world’s most famous diarist. As I queue outside, I try to imagine this street as it must have appeared 65 years ago. The gabled canal houses are the same, as is the canal flowing by. Bicycles are still a major means of transportation. These bicycles even look like they could have been in use in the 1940s.

Entering, I’m struck by the subdued atmosphere. I’m by no means alone, but voices are low; the mood is solemn. There’s a ban on mobile phones and people respect it. Poignant excerpts from Anne’s diary are written on the walls:

9 April 1944

One day this terrible war will be over. The time will come when we will be people again, and not just Jews. We can never be just Dutch, or just English or whatever; we will always be Jews as well. But then, we’ll want to be!

Some chillingly hint at the atmosphere in the house:

11 June 1942

We will have to whisper and tread lightly during the day; otherwise the people in the warehouse might hear us.

11 July 1942

We’re very afraid the neighbours might hear or see us.

From what was the original house entrance, I walk up a steep and narrow stairway, typical of Dutch canal houses. On top of the stairs is a door with a glass window marked Kantoor (office). Excerpts here are about the helpers.

Amsterdam bicycles

Amsterdam bicycles

22 January 1944

Mr Kugler brings me "Cinema and Theatre" every week.

26 May 1944

Kugler, who at times finds the enormous responsibility for the eight of us overwhelming, can hardly talk from the pent-up tension and strain.

The helpers, risking their own life, were Otto Frank’s employees: Miep Gies, Bep Voskuijl, Victor Kugler and Jo Kleiman. In the front office, an interview with Miep Gies is running continuously. Miep's typewriter is displayed in a glass case. This is how Anne and her sister Margot used this room.

29 September 1942

Margot and I have declared the front office to be our bathing grounds. Since the curtains are drawn on Saturday afternoon, we scrub ourselves in the dark, while the one who isn’t in the bath looks out the windows through a chink in the curtains.

Peeking out through that same window, through a chink in the curtains, I get a glimpse of two lovers on a green bench; the dark waters of the canal flowing behind them. It's a frisky March day and the girl’s long hair is blowing in the wind. Anne must have looked out the windows on spring days like this, wishing she could feel the breeze in her dark locks.

Other scenes from the window must have been horrifying:

19 November 1942

Countless friends and acquaintances have been taken off to a dreadful fate. Night after night, green and grey military vehicles cruise the streets. It's impossible to escape their clutches unless you go into hiding.

12 December 1942

I saw two Jews through the curtains yesterday, it was a horrible feeling, just as if I had betrayed them and was now watching them in their misery.

The higher up you ascend Amsterdam canal houses, the steeper and narrower the stairs. I climb the long, “leg-breaking” stairway. On top, I’m met by a display of yellow cloth stars with the word “Jood” written on them. As of 3 May 1942, Jews were required to wear these.

20 June 1942

After May 1940 good times rapidly fled: first the war, then the capitulation, followed by the German invasion which is when the sufferings of us Jews really began. Jews must bear a yellow star, Jews must hand in their bicycles, and Jews are banned from street cars. Jews may not visit Christians; Jews must go to Jewish schools and many more restrictions of a similar kind.

Also displayed is a formal letter titled oproeping! – a call-up notice for a work project in Germany. Margot’s oproeping was the immediate cause for the Frank family to go into hiding in the first place. The next room is simply decorated with black and white photos of the eight people in hiding.

Auguste van Pels-Röttgen, born 29 September 1900, Buer, Germany. Hermann van Pels, born 31 March 1898 in Gehrde, Germany. Peter van Pels, born 8 November 1926 in Osnabrück, Germany. Fritz Pfeffer, born 30 April 1889 in Giessen, Germany. Otto Frank, born 12 May 1889 in Frankfurt-am-Main, GermanyEdith Frank-Holländer, born 16 January 1900 in Aachen, Germany Margot Frank, born 1 February 1926 in Frankfurt-am-Main, Germany Anne Frank, born 12 June 1929 in Frankfurt-am-Main, Germany

During the war, black-out curtains covered all the windows. The families in hiding could not go outside and the curtains could not be opened during the day. Fresh air was available through a small window in the attic; dark, damp, inhabited with rats. In a film excerpt, Anne is quoted.

I wander from room to room, down the stairs and up again. A voice in me screams: Go out, breathe air, have fun.

After a while, security measures for the families in hiding had to be increased.

21 August 1942

Now our secret annex has truly become secret. Mr. Kugler thought is would be better to have a bookcase built in front of the entrance to our hiding place. Now whenever we want to go downstairs we have to duck and then jump.

In the evenings, the two families in hiding use this staircase to sneak downstairs. During the day, the helpers use the stairs to get to the secret annex. Above the movable bookcase, I notice a map of Belgium. The shelves contain binders marked Verzekering (insurance), Onbetaalde Rekeningen (unpaid bills), Contracten (contracts), and Reclame material (Advertising).

It all looks matter-of-fact, businesslike – in a time-warped sort of way. The room smells dusty; of old papers and books. In the bedroom 17-year-old Margot shared with her parents, her sister Anne noted.

17 November 1943

Mother reads a prayer book – Father reads Dickens with a dictionary, of course – on the edge of the sagging bed.– Margot sends her Latin lessons to a teacher, who corrects them and then returns them. I bet he's glad to have such a smart student.

2 May 1943

Margot and Mother have shared the same three undershirts the entire winter.

Next is the bedroom Anne shared with the middle-aged Mr. Pfeffer. The atmosphere seems to change; becomes even more solemn. The visitors are quiet; even three teenage boys who have been joking and laughing a bit up to now, stop talking. Everyone gazes silently at pictures and newspaper cuttings decorating the wall: the princesses Elizabeth and Margaret, Ginger Rogers, Sonia Henie, Greta Garbo in Ninotchka. This could just as well have been my mother’s bedroom wall in 1943.


3 August 1943

Shh… Father, be quiet, Otto.

At the strike of half past eight, Father has to be in the living room. No running water, no flushing toilet, no walking around, no noise whatsoever.

It’s half past two. As I enter the sitting room, the neighbouring Westerkirk begins to play.

Anne talks about this in her diary – how hearing the bells gives her hope. The sitting room also served as a bedroom for Mr and Mrs Pels. It contains the remnants of an old iron stove, a cupboard where a draft comes through and an open wardrobe with two shelves and a hanging rod. Through the blacked-out windows, I see vague silhouettes of trees and neighbouring canal houses. Humourously, Anne observes:

10 December 1942

Mrs van Pels was trying to do everything at once, learning Dutch out of a book, stirring the soup, watching the meat, sighing and moaning about her broken rib.

Next are these chilling words:

4 Aug 1944 – found!

Betrayed – unknown by whom. Bookcase torn apart and secret entrance discovered.

Friday 4 August 1944 was a day like any other for the people in hiding. Otto Frank writes:

"It was around ten-thirty. I was upstairs with the Van Pelses in Peter’s room and I was helping him with his schoolwork. I was showing him the mistake in the dictation when suddenly someone came running up the stairs. The stairs were squeaking, I stood up, because it was still early in the morning and everyone was supposed to be quiet – then the door opened and a man was standing right in front of us with a gun in his hand and it was pointed at us.” SS-officer Karl Silberbauer, assisted by 3 Dutch SD officers supervised the arrest.

In the final room, I’m greeted by blurry photos and a sombre death list:




Van Pels, Auschwitz mid-1944 – Pfeffer, Neuengamme, Dec 1944 – Edith, Auschwitz, 6 January 1945 – Margot, Bergen Belsen, March 1945 – Anne, Bergen Belsen, March 1945 – Auguste, Theresienstadt, April/May 1945 – Peter, Mauthausen 5 May 1945Otto, Auschwitz, survived

Faded index cards coldly describe details:

April 1945

Anne died only one month before liberation – alone, having no one (she thought, after her sister died). Hanneli Goslar, a former neighbour, who met Anne in Bergen Belsen.

The house is dimly lighted, no doubt to simulate reality for the families in hiding. This lack of daylight, any light, leaves me feeling annoyed, angry even. Some kids on a school outing accidentally tear down a window-cover. I’m immediately filled with a great sense of relief at the unexpected light and breeze coming through. The church bells are louder and clearer; it’s easier to breathe. I can’t begin to imagine what it must have been like, living in this eternal dusk – day in, day out; in constant fear of discovery. How courageous they must have been.

Anne’s own words seems a fitting end:

25 March 1944

Liebe Kitty, I want to be useful and bring enjoyment to all people. And therefore I am so grateful to God for giving me this gift of writing, of expressing all that is in me.